Endurance

This world I've lived in all along with you,

Whom I did belong

We passed another, day by day

And yet a passing glance we did not pay

For you, before, I never gave a care

And talk to you, only once did I dare.

I threw myself at you,

While neither of us had a clue.

But then, you changed me,

And gave me so much more to be.

For that I thank you, and move on,

But you were very far from gone.

You told me all about your past,

All the sadness you endured

How people judge you now,

All that you’ve become is just absurd

You, I just don’t get

Feeling you must fix the world when I'm upset

You are perfect in every way,
And just from you, the time of day

Is all that I can ask

Though to you that may seem a too simple task

I not only love you because you love me,

I love you because its me that you see

Christopher, you confuse me, all that you've been through

And all I've seen, you and us is all so new

My only wish is that we could be a grand guarantee

To be one happy family

But there isn't is there?

That doesn’t mean I don’t have my love to share

But this burden I worry and bare

How could the 2 of us have been so charmed,

When we both grew up so majorly harmed

I'm not sure we can,

But your still apart of my future plan

7.23.11