Secrets I do not keep
And yet tears I still weap
For pulling you down
Way to the ground
Your heart is all I care
And your love I bear
But by you I can not see
I underestimate all that you can be
For you act so Bold
When really I'm leaving you so cold
If only I could hear your laugh
Although that would be on my behalf
Look at me I'm selfish within
How can you not see this sin?
With you I want to grow
Only you I want to know
Deserving is not me
But to you I need not plea
Perfection you havent seen
So technically this game is clean
Although you will one day
And then to you I'll say
How in my heart that you belong
And how easily you made me long
For you and me
To always be. . .
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I love you like you have no clue
I love you through and through
4-26-11
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Worth the War?
They tear at us
and pull and shove
my closest campaniens, they moick
jealousy? i suppose
they suggest faul play
and suspect false accusations
but im only pleading
for acceptance
fake or true
is up to you
but a show
youcan put on for me
but please just respond to my plea.
non do, not that in much surprised
in the end they were right,
but i wasnt pained
so who won?
4-17-11
and pull and shove
my closest campaniens, they moick
jealousy? i suppose
they suggest faul play
and suspect false accusations
but im only pleading
for acceptance
fake or true
is up to you
but a show
youcan put on for me
but please just respond to my plea.
non do, not that in much surprised
in the end they were right,
but i wasnt pained
so who won?
4-17-11
Ment to Be
I walk alone
i am content
but with such a sight
i wish to share
a light you could say,
to bestow among a chosen
so come forth
i call out to eligable contendors
i want nothing more but to share my secrets with you
but to have someone that i can talk to
when i know their not listening
and be okay with it.
why i dream so strangly
im not sure
but its what i long for
3-16-11
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Blindfolded
awoken from this dream called reality.
beasts stood guard
of beauty being preserved
protection of inocence
the first taken element from life.
pureness lasts little,
unfortunetly.
sheilded from life
no way to live
but a preservation for sure
at least for now.
one day, they will have to unlock the safe house
and let the sunlight find its way,
life will be released eventually.
4-17-11
beasts stood guard
of beauty being preserved
protection of inocence
the first taken element from life.
pureness lasts little,
unfortunetly.
sheilded from life
no way to live
but a preservation for sure
at least for now.
one day, they will have to unlock the safe house
and let the sunlight find its way,
life will be released eventually.
4-17-11
Friday, April 8, 2011
Tree's of Solitude
Looking back,
second guessing,
what eyes the forest hides
what lies behold among the swaying grass
each rustle a threat
second guessing,
what eyes the forest hides
what lies behold among the swaying grass
each rustle a threat
Friday, April 1, 2011
Midnight Expeditions
I'd worked hard to get there
This place more sentimental then beautiful
This place I had chosen because I'd never be found,
Left a mystery to the world,
That mystery would be the only thing I'd leave behind
So to here I climbed and scrapped,
To see nature at her worst
The great mouth of her cliff
reaching and un-imaginable length in either direction
The bottom, un-seeable as it was,
The most threatening thing I'd witnessed
Why now, had the pain hit me
Through all the dreaming and cutting,
All that lingered was relief and escape
But sitting here in this 'big moment' , with spotlight burning holes in my dignity
I cant fight the attacking reapers of fear
They have finally made their way to me,
But now I must convince myself its to late
And for fill my midnight mission
Gripping the branches a little tighter before release. .
In an instant, or less, I'm hit with more despair and peace
Than a person can control
Now my only goal left is to make this fall through my final seconds
Seem meaningful, and with hope, short.
The gloomy, fading sun rays of an untold summer day are emerging as my eyes close,
I take my finally fill of lungs
And,
Goodbye.
4-1-11
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