Yes, ill admit
It was stupid
Looking for Cupid
What would I ask him for anyways
love?
I've already found that
Happiness?
My world revolves on fake smiles
And I exists through pain
That my own
I've got excuses,
Like the rest
But as I look at it
Why don’t I deserve a chance
All that anyone could ever ask for
is out of reach or reality
Sometimes both
But for one of many privileges
I simply ask for personal peace
Repel all forms of evil
Love, sin and all
Stop the horns of traffic
And construction in my ears
Resist the urge of temptation
And many forms of sin from my eyes
Disguise my words, to those of goodness
And encouragement
Fool and trick my mind into blocking
Out the world
Silence the worlds earthly creatures
Please, stop my inner restlessness
Pause my heart and breathing
Turn it all into soothing symphonies
That I may lure into
All to deny your love with my all
Bring me peace
Even if that is to my grave
1-21-11
2 comments:
This is so sad and I like the image - is the girl at the window looking in or out - at her life or at the life she pretends too have? It just posed this question when I read your poem.
I can only write through my unhappiness, im acually i blessed person..
Amd great question, shes looking from within, for a way out of fake happiness and for freedom to figure herself out.
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