As I had always dreamt of growing
It did not only include on the outside
I wanted to be wise
And experienced in living beyond my years
Like any curious teenage girl
I wanted to rule high school
Friends at my dispense,
Jealous girls with my heels
Those seem so insignificant now,
In this state of mind
For I may not live to see these high school years,
But death made me wiser than I'd ever imagined on earth
To bad its not any of my interests anymore
Now that I realize this, its too late
They say not to mourn over and unchangeable yesterday
But what else is there to do?
When im surrounded by a never-ending today of nothingness
From this 'heaven' anything is creatable simply by desire
It was then, easy to see that getting whatever you want
When you want it
Is meaningless and makes you capable of enjoying nothing
So here I watch our unchanging lives play out
Going over every memory I have and speculating how I got to my grave
Wrong place, wrong time would not please my mind hunger
3-7-11
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