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Thursday, August 25, 2011

Cuts and Burns I'm Not ashamed


Sometimes I feel fate had a lot to say

But the pain comes when it turns away



My head continues to spin

And yet still contains a grin



Promises I can keep

But yet I still weep

At all the days

I have not had to pay

For my dismay



Please take this key,

And simply let me be.



My stomach churns

My heart, it burns



I've lost US

In all the fuss



Now its too late

There passed by my fate



Heart is what I lost

Love is all it cost



Hear this burden that I bear,

In hopes that after you will care.



I hold this curiosity with all my tears,

I hide these questions of myself away for years,

Because of all my fears



Dreams soar me up and away,

Reality turns me astray



I feel this world tearing us apart

Shooting at my very heart



I'm not sure how much more I can bear,

I cant seem to reach any air



What holding me from the blade?

Certainly not this shity life I've made.

Even if my life escalades

There would never be a parade



No memory of me

No sight or sound

You wont be seeing me around



Ill beg and plead
And one day bleed



One day your world will fall down

But long before then ill have drown



Like this I could go on forever

But seems to me its not so clever



Some may care about their soul

But here I am to say goodbye

I kick the stool

And let me fly..


2 comments:

The Unknowngnome said...

Felicity! Your words here are a memory.

annaaainafairytalee. said...

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