Sometimes I feel fate had a lot to say
But the pain comes when it turns away
My head continues to spin
And yet still contains a grin
Promises I can keep
But yet I still weep
At all the days
I have not had to pay
For my dismay
Please take this key,
And simply let me be.
My stomach churns
My heart, it burns
I've lost US
In all the fuss
Now its too late
There passed by my fate
Heart is what I lost
Love is all it cost
Hear this burden that I bear,
In hopes that after you will care.
I hold this curiosity with all my tears,
I hide these questions of myself away for years,
Because of all my fears
Dreams soar me up and away,
Reality turns me astray
I feel this world tearing us apart
Shooting at my very heart
I'm not sure how much more I can bear,
I cant seem to reach any air
What holding me from the blade?
Certainly not this shity life I've made.
Even if my life escalades
There would never be a parade
No memory of me
No sight or sound
You wont be seeing me around
Ill beg and plead
And one day bleed
And one day bleed
One day your world will fall down
But long before then ill have drown
Like this I could go on forever
But seems to me its not so clever
Some may care about their soul
But here I am to say goodbye
I kick the stool
And let me fly..
2 comments:
Felicity! Your words here are a memory.
I really liked this poem, so much so that I read it three times. It connects to me, if that makes sense at all. I am a new follower of yours and I would love it if you stopped by and checked out my poetry, told me what you thought of it.
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