Signs to Tell

It's not worth the keepsake

You only brought heartbreak

The tear filled cloud

Releases aloud

As if to make me drown

In the painful sound

I take a step back to look

At all that you took

From my personal existence

Noticing all your resistance

To me creating a distance

These are the signs that tell me

That you wanted us to be

A guarantee

As if you were already in my family tree

We wanted to sail the rough sea

Together. But now you disagree

Sometimes I wonder if you could still care

But the answer, I fear I can not bare

I regret only the moment I didn’t prepare

For you to declare

The affair

That turned to despair

These are the signs

That showed me the vines

Holding your hand to mine

So why do I try

To say a goodbye

When I know you won't reply

So I'm stuck on standby

While you slip on by

And I continue to cry

Today, is the day

I can tell by the steel grey

That I will sleigh

This fear from which I pay.

Regret? To late, this is one-way

So I'm cast away

To learn to obey

These are the signs I read

Of which I do not need

So I feed

This raging plead

Hoping it will let me succeed

To do this deed

Made me bleed

Although, not from the greed

I agreed

To proceed

So I take this trust

That turned to dust

And annihilate it with disgust

So I tear until they are no more,

Oh what the galore

Of letting go finally

What the irony,

You wanting me back privately

I had to use my magic

For this was drastic,

But you were tragic

So now that I'm alone

I think ill postpone

My life

My eyes allow

Me to see now

And I applaud

Because its finally more than just your fraud

11-23-10