Him and Her, She and He

As they sit

Two as one

In their isolated little shelter

Their personal world of creation

A secluded lake house

Capturing each moment

All window

The moonlight streams in

Continually blessing us
 

She and he.

Their love, accepted by and unknown angel

Petals surround them

And circulate with gratitude

Candles float throughout the stars

Reflected upon the water

Each beam of glorious color

A new hope

Each sparkle in their eyes

Containing a dream on the other side

The sky, cloudless it may be, but twisted with surprise

Moon so close to touch,

I felt her raging happiness

That was raving off her permanent smile

The scene, silent

All in sync

All in perfection

All because

Of

Him And Her.

11-2-10

Who Is This In Me?

Did  I smile

As a child

Or was I wild

Did I deny my friends

As they denied my love

Or all of the above

While my tears they pour

They all ignore

I'm something for them to blame

But nothing they would claim

They could never be consistent

With this large a distance

Were set in different places

Taking separate paces

So don’t drag me along

That isn't where I belong

I promise you

I'm through

Just stop pretending

That I'm depending

On you

For any clue

You've been so blind

Leaving me outta your mind

But later you wont forget

All the regret

Of not caring to know

Where I might go

It was hell from the begining

But these laws, you must be kidding?

I attempt to take my stand
But before I land

 you pull me down
Way to the ground

So there I lay

Because of you, I pay

Broken and crooked I stay

Frozen there all day

Yes I breath,

But It goes in as grieve

Yes my pulse still goes

As my bloody river flows

Through my streams

Of broken dreams

Together they crushed my soul

Leaving me a dark, meaningless ghoul

Death would be to simple

They want me to cripple

To feel pain

This is their sick game

I wish they would let me go in peace

To the land of the deceast

Were I belong to be

And long to see

The place where I can be, me

Don’t take my deathly treasure

It could be my only pleasure

You torcher me

Uselessly

What's to look for

Blood and gore?

So take a step

And let me check

My past containing all this harm

Only to recognize fresh bruises on my arm

My heart not in much better a condition

For it was poisoned by your harsh petition

A goodbye, I did not get one

So for my last word.. Run.

10-31-10

Pushed to the Pacific

Writen for History Class about Westward Expansion. Had about 5 minutes:

We'll become roots
cement ourselves within the trees
raise our lives
and charge
charge through valles, through our dreams
charge through our wyhole life
leading up to one plung

Leave justice behind
leave liberty aside
dont cower
let the arrows shower
feast on the flesh of our enemy

our lives are in this land
at this place
without here
we have no spirit

push me through the mountains
push me through the plains
push me through the valleys
of my broken dreams
push till the pacific
 and off the edge we fly
dignity held in our hands
no time left
new home means no home

All to Pacific.

10-17-10

Give Me Back

Toe to Toe we stand together

Hand in hand we merge our worlds

Preceding forward,

Who would leave a majestic sight?

Never turning to look back,

To remember our faulties,

Was also an unknowing blindfold

Over life, and cherishment's

This was our mistake, we lost all we had once

Only taken for granted so long

It was lost in our selfishness

Neither strong enough to try again,

Not to restore what we once had dreamt of returning to

So leave me now peacefully if you can

You still care, and I can tell.

You left and took part of me

That was long ago

But now that I know you won't be back

I'd like you to return myself please

Why wont he?

This Is how I know he cares.

He continues to carry me upon his shoulders

But not as a burden , or even remorse,

Let alone regret.

But as a loss.

Of himself no less.

Why would this be?

 what does it mean?

He's told me different many times

And yet I feel his eyes

Troubling.

Distracting.

Wanting time back.

I hunt for truths

I think he knows I've figured him our

Possibly, why he runs.?

Why wont he let go?

Why can't I ignore it?

Not even possible for me to hope he let's go

Its what we need.

I know he's not over me.

Give me pieces back of my broken heart

Hand my soul and dreams to me,

So maybe

I can give your back to.

If only you'd let me.

10-27-10

How hard this all is.

Time is on the list

Thinking of my past

Wow it went so fast

People come and go

Thank god no one knows

All the things I've kept,

Notebooks full, entirely of regret

My days begin with sorrow

That lasts until the end of tomorrow

What I'd do for just a break

I just don’t know how much more I can take

My heart I give. Denied.

I might as well be crucified

Don’t take the risk

I did, my journey was brisk

Simple it may seem,

Till you feel the deathly beam

You think you've got the knack

Till you smack down through the cracks
 

Finally, You recede your attack

Hell is on the way

Now you must pay

As I'm sure your well aware

There's not much more I can bear

So let my dreams falter

And take me to the alter

To say my last goodbyes

Fore those who stood guard

And watched my suffering scene

As if it weren't hard

Take my heart and soul

Leave it to no fool

For I sing and flutter free now

No need for a bow

Just a smile of hope

And , of joy, just no smoke

10-18-10

(first rhyme, no murdering it.. !)

Imposter of Dreams

Dreamt he was mine for one day

Then woke up to reality

Although I never really thought I'd be able,

I wish I could say this was over

This imposer troubles me,

Forcing thoughts long forgotten,

And feelings far forbidden

8-2-10

To Lew. On My Way

As I'm falling overboard oh so slowly

Only one thing comes into realization,

Reality hits before the water

Regret fills instead of pain

As my life engulfs me,

Takes me over,

I take one last glace at life

Only to see you

Walking away

This could never be what pushed me over

No

Its what you’ve done with your heart

Oh so easily you invited her in

Secretly squeezing me out in return

When I see you look back with clear eyes

They pull me into my boat

Destination?

Hell.

8-18-10